Journal entry... May 5/11

   So Jesus how are You doing? I haven't been asking that enough in the past days and it feels weird I am sorry. I want to learn and take hold of You and what You have in store for us... I don't want to miss out and take the long hard detour road of self-centeredness if it is not necessary.
   There is this peace and rest that seems to be tailing me. I like it alot. It's funny in the respect that it is distinctly separate from me... something that I am experiencing yet know I am not the source of it. Huh.

  Besides managing the world and all our souls how are You? I don't want You to feel lonely today so here I am, where ever You are... I want to reach out and take Your hand and follow You around in all the things You are attending to. Yes, I want to go with You everywhere. To love You as You love. I will sit beside You ... I will return Your look with my smile and my love... I will just be present while You minister and take care of Your Beloved. I will sit and listen when we get a chance to be alone or just be quiet with one another... I will love You as best as I can.