Journal entry...April 26/11

   Okay Jesus now I have a new batch of questions with that lol. Maybe I'll jot a few down...

   Is any one way of experiencing You better than another in light of the variety and complexity with which You created us? Then I go to the recent revelation (again) of... this life is NOT about me it is about You... and although this doesn't negate who I am or that I am of infinite value and loved beyond comprehension by You it is something that sheds a completely different light on life and living. For instance... if life is not about me but about You Your will becomes of paramount importance. Becoming who You want me to be (holy) weighs heavier over my own desires for myself and my life.
   In fact becoming so entangled in relationship with You results in a 'I don't care what happens to me as long as You are seen and honored and known.' And if we are honoring Your call for us to live a servants of one another (washing another's feet lesson) would we not, instead of insisting that everyone follow what we know and experience, soak up as much of You as You enable us to and live this out in every way... giving You the opportunity to literally shine out of our lives and watch and see how You use our 'differences' not to divide us but give us a much fuller and beautiful picture of who You are and how You, in this way, reach out and touch so many more than we can imagine?