Feb 13/12... journal excerpt...
...I just wanted to say thank You. For ideas. For relief. For giving release. For determination. For hope. For bravery. For helping me think about You and Your responses more readily. For what to lent this year.
I forgot to be here though. In the presence of thankfulness.
What do You want to do today? What are You feeling? What are You wanting us (me) to hear? To follow You in?
I come into the room seeing You sitting in front of two french doors that are open to a balcony. Hey Sarayu. I come up behind You, Jesus, and throw my arms around Your shoulders as I lean in to whisper in Your ear. You laugh and stand up taking my hand as we move to the doorway. Unable to wipe the smile from my face I step out onto the balcony and move to sit upon the wide marble wall. You too sit upon the wall and we face one another. I want to gaze upon You. I know we often are looking out and seeing things that speak of greater things or impress upon me a different perspective but this time I just want to love You by keeping my eyes on You.
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