Getting to know Abba Father

Journal entry, part two... Jan 6 /12

   Sometimes it seems I cannot get enough of You or better put I don't know how to because I am still here rooted in all my normal responses. Tonight I wanted more of You and thought first I needed someone to share with forgetting it would be much better to just come back to You.  Well let's start by adjusting that immediate response shall we? 
Cool! I cannot quite help laughing over the memory of this afternoon ... I can't remember the last time I have laughed like that!
It's fun to connect like... I've been laughing too.
Hmmm. You pretty much blow my mind. We both lean back with a decidedly contented air about us. It's amazing that You take time for such trivial things considering how Holy Majestic and Huge You are.
Reveals something doesn't it. 
Yes it does... and although it utterly confounds me it shows me Your heart.
Nice.
You know when I think of how many years it has been developing my relationship with You as Jesus I wonder a bit about timing now. I suppose getting to know You as Abba is short tracked quite a bit by the foundation already there. Hey that says something in itself! Hang on, I need to get this thought out first...It certainly doesn't dampen any excitement of building this relationship with You as Abba Father... in fact the opposite, it is heightened because I know how the other one has gone...