"Growth means change and change involves risk, stepping from the known to the unknown" - Author Unknown -

Thursday, November 22, 2012

feeling alive

July 18/12 Journal entry.

   Morning Jesus I think one of the things I like the most about this morning fast is how it forces me to think through and commit to being dependent on You instead of what my habits or thoughts think I need or how I should do things. I want to confess my failings to You Jesus, while I catch logic it is amazing how strongly the emotional still supersedes it. Help me be strongly Yours, completely Yours in my relationships today. Jesus I still want to spend some time focused on asking for Your movement within our body to be even more bold in faith and dependence upon You. Holy God we need You like air, to really live and breathe... Help us want to live step by step under Your leading... help us seek to hear and obey... help us unite in Your Spirit more and more.

   So now that I got my ramble over please speak to me of Your heart today... thanks for that little encouragement from Jesse yesterday when he told me I should graffiti. Loved that. Thank You for putting some passion in my heart for those struggling with mental illness and how society handles them or treats them... tell us what to do. Thank You for bringing KC home safe and sound with the trailer issues. Thank You for the good sleep last night and for waking up feeling good... that was quite incredible.

later...
   Okay you have topped the scales now! In taking time (for myself really) I was reading the Shack and it reminded me of my delight and fascination with You... how my heart actually starts to ache in wanting to love You and be with You. And for that I can not thank You enough. Jesus literal tears came to my eyes whenever You are talked about or You speak... I am crazy in love with You and if I were at that cabin I suppose that I would be like a little kid following You everywhere lol. Wow does it ever feel good to have this reawakened.


                   it kinda makes me feel like this....
 
 

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