July 26/12 Journal excerpts...
Morning my Jesus... so I have to ask when I ate breakfast this morning was it really necessary or habit? You just really have me wondering in a most delighted way. My mind so wants to control and manage today but I would rather have You direct it and I follow at Your side enjoying and being thankful. I need You for that without a doubt!
So interesting verses to pop out this morning... Jer. 33:3 and Daniel 2:22 (and surrounding story of course) I love that You are the God that is not only able but willing to reveal what is unknown and I desire to be that close to You, that I would know Your heart and ways and thoughts as You reveal. But I also know that it holds weight with it. Jesus prepare my heart and soul and mind to draw nearer to You, help me be about the first and then following beatitudes... blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven... blessed are those that mourn... for they will be comforted...
So I thought a lot about this passage in my shop and do You want me to share on a Sunday about it?
I am feeling grouchy today when it got to lunch time perhaps feeling the effects of less food... so I want to surrender my right to be that way to those around me when I am physically feeling weaker. My stomach didn't tell me it was hunger however it is just my attitude and general weakness that tells me. Interesting.
I am stepping into a very volatile situation and I am completely at Your mercy. Dependent upon You alone... I am unable to cope or manage on my own nor do I wish to as I would spend hours analyzing afterwards regretting, replaying, repenting, praying and obsessing. Please show me how to be different, be You. And give it to You. By the power of You Sarayu. I love You.
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