July 25/12 Journal.
Morning Jesus this is Wednesday and I want to come and spend some on purpose time with You. On a fasting note I have to say I am boggled by how You indeed are keeping me physically to the point where it wasn't even an issue yesterday. I also want to thank You for enabling me to honor this commitment to You and keeping it between You and I and Ray. I was reflecting a bit this morning in bed and have noticed that You seem to be making some opportunities very clear in the moment... now I have not always been responding well or in time but I hope I will learn from this and perhaps I am learning to hear Your voice in the moment? I love that. I do want to continue to lift up our church and we corporately would embrace the movement of Your Spirit to help us let go of independence and take actual steps into You and learning to operate and live as a family dependent upon You. That is also my own personal prayer... God I know I have a long ways to go but I thank You for raising up this desire in me. Even though I don't know fully what it means. I love You Jesus so much.
So I am wondering how amazing You are this is another day of fasting and yet I have made it to lunch without any discomfort... I assumed that it would be a lot harder but I know You are being very present physically, this attests to it. Even adding my Wed. morning fast to it. Huh. So what are You feeding me? :) I was sorry for my impatient yesterday with my horse, I need to remember my patience in all things. Well I just wanted to say I love You again and help me please to be dependent upon You for all things and in all ways. Speak to me please.
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