Journal entry Aug 19/10

   Jesus I am here.

   So when I read the second chapter of the book where the guy gets to go to heaven, I had a very strong reaction to it. As much as I would love to see everyone there... I want to see You first. And not with a crowd around; just us. Now I realize that this is just my wanting and You will have everything just right.  I just really wanted to tell You that.

   Jesus You are being so very merciful to me this week again... I know I am way overtired and yet I am knowing that You are near I am feeling excitement for You.... and I am doing ok most of the time.