Journal entry July 17/10
    Jesus it is funny, I was so looking forward to posting another blog of ours... but cannot due to lack of Internet.  But that's okay there would be nothing to blog if I didn't just spend time with You and that is what I am most definitely here for. 
   Wow just sitting here sipping my coffee I had a wave of that deep feeling we shared yesterday and yes, my smile came back.  I love You Jesus so so much. 
   Where shall we go today? Where do You want to take me?  Ahhh back to last night.... I cannot express adequately in words how much I enjoyed Your presence during that very stunning thunderstorm last night.  The light show was breathtaking, the thunder at times so deep and loud and long.  It made me think of You as Father, then as You and then as the Holy Spirit.  When there was much lightning without hardly any sound was when I thought of You being Father.  The magnificence, the brilliant display. It made me think along the lines of what Matt Mayer shared... we see but don't fully understand or yet know who You are yet we are so drawn in.  I then heard that sound of movement, a stirring that broke the stillness.  I strained in the darkness to know whether it was rain but no, it was the wind coming ... and it came, finally, right to my window and then the heaven's let loose.  At one point a gust of wind blew through my window and the smell that reached me was absolutely intoxicating.  It took me to the forest instantly.  Thank You for that gift.  The wind of course spoke and reminded me of Sarayu... but the sounds, the rain, the light reminded me of You, Jesus.  I think the rain this summer is so deeply enjoyable for me because it just feels like You actually being poured out upon us all.  That is is You saying... just as you feel the rain that is how real I am, that is how close I am to you.  Now I love the sun but when it came yesterday I longed to hear and feel and see You in the rain.  lol.