April 12/11
Day 35 of lent part two

   I don't know Jesus ... as I was driving home and thinking through what I have been reading and hearing from others, I saw something else. I saw something new in me. A work of Yours and it was done through learning and circumstance (and without question Your presence) taking me around a corner of change. One of desiring Your will over mine, a hunger for Holiness over self and comfort. I don't think it was completely not there before but now it is defined enough that it changed my response within a low empty time. Or perhaps it helped me even have a response in that circumstance.

   How was Your day Jesus?
As I sit down at the table I push a milkshake in a tall glass towards You. We sit quietly sipping our drinks looking over them at one another... lost in the moment. You pause and push Your glass a little to the side. Your eyes hold mine as You speak. I am really glad you are here. I cannot smile big enough and my heart feels near to bursting with my love for You... the laughter we share is soft and warm.