Hey Jesus... so my prayer this morning has played out extremely literal today haha. Unable to move ahead I have taken each moment forward with You. I couldn't seem to make the smallest decisions and had no strong motivation to decide which direction to take ... what I knew needed to be done, what I wanted to get done, and how I could escape it all. Interesting.
So the image of the hands has stayed with me and I find myself trying to find that message in other places and things and stories. I want to touch You Jesus. I want to be in that place where our hands meet ... our souls. I am literally lost without You... and desire nothing but You.
I want to write down a phrase that has come up two mornings in a row now during our time together. It is about making love to life and I know that is a real weird way to say it but I think it is more accurate than not. To love, adore, cherish, connect with all that encompasses my life is loving You in a way that it true. The people in my life don't need to deserve it or ask for it or ??? but I should freely give it because I can and because I am full of You. I can love moments and circumstances in how they reflect You or reveal You. I can allow the dark and weary times serve to make even more luminous the light and life of You revealed. And I need not weary of it. For You are the source of life and the reason behind it You are the inspiration and strength, the power of it all... I only want and need to keep my hold, my grip on Your Hand.
Oh God... I want to hold Your hand.
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