Just do it

Oct. 24/12  Journal entry.

   Hey my Jesus... I have been with You today in new and good ways... and I don't want it to end, ever. I want to learn to just be still and open with You. To share being with no expectation. Anticipation I suspect but nothing else. Hmmm. I need You to really live. That is so true. More true than I knew even 24 hours ago.

So here I am with the echo of Your words in my ear. "Don't over think it, just do it."
It makes me laugh actually (at myself). Simple.

I turn and face You, my laughter still in my eyes and smile.

You delight me Jesus.
You laugh... you delight me too.

Huh.  I step into Your arms for a hug (without the intent of ever stopping) I hear a familiar hum in Your chest, one of contentment and peace. I love that.

We now sit together by the river's edge our feet dangling into the water.
What would you think if I pushed you into the water?

hahaha what???? are you allowed to do that? hahaha

I see your sparkly eyes just before I am suddenly splashing into the river's water! I yell out a hey but am promptly submerged and excitedly swimming along with the current. I look left and right to catch a sight of You cause I know You are here! Sure enough You come alongside me and grab hold of me and we spin in a circle as we speed through the water. HAHAHA! I grab Your hand and kiss it Thank You Jesus, thank You so much. I cannot describe adequately just how at peace I am right now... I now shift to hold onto Your shoulders and am pulled along with You... it is good to be so close.