"Growth means change and change involves risk, stepping from the known to the unknown" - Author Unknown -

Monday, March 18, 2013

a prodigal returns

Oct 15/12

Jesus I feel like a beginner. I haven't been writing in so long or with any discipline and I know that it has it's consequences. I wondered if I might just type into it today... ramble until I am able to connect with You again. So here I am.  I just wanted to tell You that I love You. What are we up to today?

Thankful list

for bedtime, for Bailey enjoying paintball, for Jesse winning a tournament, for KC's good job watching out for Bailey and Jesse, for work, for blue sky and beautiful mountains, for ice fields, for friendly people, for Your perfectly timed Scripture, for the IPad, for fire in my shop and a mild morning, for quiet, for tea, for music, for freedom.

There is something beautiful in living each moment or each day unto itself. To stop for that brief time to plan or schedule worry or obsess. Instead to sing loud ridiculously loud being thankful under my breath that I am working at that moment with power tools lol. To follow a nudge and be totally engaged in it. To feel. To see. I wonder if in the rest of my life I can endeavor to link more and more of these moments together. I wonder.

So now just before making supper I want to come and say hey. Life is curious so different for each of us really another cannot suppose he even knows or understands what another goes through. I miss sitting with You Jesus. I miss being close. What else do I have but You. Even the sun means nothing without You.

What's wrong with my hearing? what to make for supper?....

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