Morning Jesus, I realize alot of things are true and alot are not. I realize while some things are eternal, I am still stuck in the temporal. I realize that there are some things I can never seem to find words for and they are often the things I wish I could spend most of my life immersed in... emotion thick enough in the reality of You that I could scoop up a handful of it and watch it slowly drip between my fingers. I continue to wrestle with just how much of You I can have while still here on earth. 

   There is no darkness that is greater than Your light. 

   Where will we meet Jesus?

Jesus it is much later and I know I only have a few minutes but I needed to come anyways. I have been thinking about You. I would love to meet. Earlier when I typed that what I thought of was... right where you are. And so I went ahead with the daily activities thinking of You. Jesus I think the thing I want most is to always be in Your presence and to always feel that connection with You. The wonderful ache of loving You and being loved by You. If we were together right now and right here I would want to hear You.... I would breathe in deep to see if I could catch a scent of You. I would feel Your hands on mine on this keyboard. 
journal excerpt... Nov. 11/10