Journal entry July 17/10
Jesus here it is afternoon already but I know I need to connect with You even for a moment or two before I go any further. I think I heard You, just now, with Bailey... thanks. That little walk which was only a few minutes long meant alot to both of us. I love You so so much. I realize I need to hear alot from You and I have alot I need to talk out too but let's meet and see where it goes?
Up in the top of one of the ancient and towering evergreens is where we are! We share laughter for many reasons. When we both finally stop chuckling a silence descends upon us as we look out. Being way up here there is a moan and whistle to the soft wind that doesn't seem to stop. The view makes me think big and then deep. I am sitting on a branch and You come behind me, standing on another branch and kind of look over my shoulder. We share what we see without words. I close my eyes and experience the rush of all I feel well up. I am aware of so much... the air carrying wafts of warm then cool ... the sounds of nature moving , rustling and calling. The most significant one of course is You. I feel You against my back and Your presence is always so many things all at once. Strength, calm, love, passion, deep truth and reality. It makes my senses swim in awe that You are so near.
(later in the day) Are we still here? hmmm. Except now we are facing one another ... deep in conversation.
whoa... how does that work? I SEE us talking but I don't hear what is said. LOL... oh hang on... I do get it... it's what I have been feeling and experiencing all week... we are sharing and talking all the time and I am so crazy in love with You. :) This conversation is what frees me to be wholly Yours... free of my own selfishness and distraction...
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