Hey Jesus it is me. I can not imagine that I have spent this much time away from you word wise but alas and alack it is so. It's kind of like something stalled out for a time. But I feel my depth of love coming out in images that I want to draw or paint or ??? It's interesting what simmers beneath the surface and does not see the light of day. I wonder about it at times. Like the songs I want to write or the music I wish I could hear or the words I feel but are unformed or the pictures that flash partially there but huge and with deep emotion. Huh.
I sit here, thankful. I see possibilities in the uncertainity of change. They are like insights of Yours because they are okay... more than okay. It is kind of like stumbling upon a perspective which makes me nod with an "oh." or an asent of... that could be because it is accompanied by Your peace. A "perhaps this is Your plan because it does what I cannot do" I like that one the most, even though I know the place You may be placing us is facing and entering where I do not long to go. But I do long to go wherever You are and where You are placing us and that trumps all. In fact it even makes me feel excited.
Jesus what am I to hear today? Where will we go? What am I looking for?
